Archive for May, 2008
When you cry, I cry.
What do you do when your best friend is going through the worst time of their lives and they tell you to back off because they have to deal with it on their own? Of course, you don’t have a choice but to give them the space to do so. And although there’s no way [...]
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Selfish? or selfless?
I’ve never been one to be motivated by selfishness (at least not consciously). I am typically very willing to do for my friends before I do for myself, and I usually think of them before I think of me…without thinking twice about it. So it is really blowing me that I am having such a [...]
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Today, I had a very open, deep conversation with Sir that really made me see something. When you try to hold on to a person, and they are not being so cooperative, it’s better to just let it go. I know it’s easier said than done. T R U S T M E. But I [...]
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Happiness is a choice.
People love to have pity parties…and the part that sucks is that they’re always trying to invite you. Most of the time, you’re sucked in and don’t even realize that you just went from passerby to straight up honoree in that party. Today was one of those days where everyone wanted to have a pity [...]
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Say what?!?!
Not that I have people looking at my blog and that people actually care, but I have been pretty sick and had some other issues and did not make any posts. So, for the 12 million visitors a day, I apologize for not posting. ***blank stare***
So look…interesting thing…I’m lying in the bed last night because I’m [...]
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This is the first weekend that I have ever spent with absolutely no contact from my…my…um…hell…boyfriend…in over two years. It was very painful. I missed him soooo much. I cried just about every time I had a moment alone. I love this man and want to spend the rest of my life with him. So [...]
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Have you ever been so hurt about something that you couldn’t even respond? That’s how I feel today. I am so hurt, that I literally am not able to part my lips or move out of the position I am sitting in right now.
I’m not even 100% certain what exactly it is that I am [...]
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How much is too much?
You ever heard of spiritual gifts? A spiritual gift is a “manifestation of the Spirit … given for the benefit of all” as described in I Corinthians 12:7. It’s a supernatural endowment. Know what I’m saying? Ok…think of this way: you know of a person who just seems to have a knack at helping people? [...]
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Relief…for at least 10 seconds.
Well, thankuh Jesuh…my history class is over. I was having such a hard time with this class and I am so grateful that I submitted my last assignement last night at midnight. I get to breathe – but only for about ten seconds because my next class started today – Economics. It doesn’t look as [...]
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I’m so not focused
Today, I have spent my entire day at work on some real live bull – doing absolutely nothing. If Uncle Sam came over to my cube, he’d be absolutely disgusted. I’m very tired and I really need some SLEEP! Unfortunately, I don’t see it coming any time soon. I’m so busy. Probably over-extended. It’s likely [...]
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