Archive for November, 2008

Well, Thanksgiving Day is finally over.  I didn’t do anything but do homework for 8 hours straight.  Academics has been my outlet and distraction lately.  I’m grateful for it.
I watched “The Jacksons: An American Dream” on VH-1.  I forgot how funny that movie was.  I didn’t laugh, though.  But if I was in the mood, [...]


I woke up this Thanksgiving morning to a quiet apartment.  Quiet neighborhood.  Sleeping dog.    It’s way too quiet.  It’s not supposed to be this way.
I hate today.  I can’t stop crying.  I don’t want to be with anyone except my children…and my boyfriend…but that’s another story.  I can’t be with him, either.  He’s out of [...]


Thanksgiving used to be a great time of year for me.  Now that I am divorced, it’s not so great.  As a matter of fact, it’s depressing.  How can a holiday centered around the family be great when you have no family?
I mean, I have family.  But it’s not the same anymore.  There has been so much tension between [...]


…as I am right now.  For the last few months, I have had a difficult time expressing myself.  This is totally not my norm.  Normally, I have plenty to say.  I haven’t even been able to write in my journal.  I start writing and then I erase and then I start and erase and start [...]


Lately…

17Nov08