I made it.

27Jan09

Well, I’ve made it to Florida.  And I feel kind of weird.  On the one hand, I’ve finally gotten some sleep…I’m glad to be here with my Mom…Tito is enjoying the warm weather…and for the most part, I feel stress-free.  Well, except that big thing about needing a job.  It’s a little rough.  My city [...]

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I try my best to not hate people

14Jan09

…but they keep doing things that just make me want to denounce the entire human race.  Why are people so self-serving?  Why do people…*sigh*…nevermind.  I can’t even…just…people suck.
This is why I am a hermit.  Because people do suck.  Yes, I live a pretty quiet and boring existence…but I’d rather be quiet and boring than loud [...]

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Sometimes life has a different plan than the one you’ve concocted

13Jan09

I’ve been in my relationship for several years now.  I love him more than anyone or anything else in this world.  I believe he loves me, too.  But the last two years have been very difficult.   We had discussions about being with one another forever.   But when we had those discussions, his life was different.  [...]

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01Jan09

I was just sitting in church at midnight and everyone screamed “HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!”  and I couldn’t join them.  I just gave everyone a cheesy half smile and as little eye contact as possible.  I had been crying off and on during the entire service.  I really didn’t feel like saying Happy New nothing…I wanted [...]

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