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I try my best to not hate people
…but they keep doing things that just make me want to denounce the entire human race. Why are people so self-serving? Why do people…*sigh*…nevermind. I can’t even…just…people suck.
This is why I am a hermit. Because people do suck. Yes, I live a pretty quiet and boring existence…but I’d rather be quiet and boring than loud [...]
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I’ve been in my relationship for several years now. I love him more than anyone or anything else in this world. I believe he loves me, too. But the last two years have been very difficult. We had discussions about being with one another forever. But when we had those discussions, his life was different. [...]
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I was just sitting in church at midnight and everyone screamed “HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!” and I couldn’t join them. I just gave everyone a cheesy half smile and as little eye contact as possible. I had been crying off and on during the entire service. I really didn’t feel like saying Happy New nothing…I wanted [...]
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Treason
Trea⋅son [tree-zuh n]–noun /the betrayal of a trust or confidence; breach of faith; treachery/
Treason. That’s the crime that I felt was committed against me. When the person in whom you trust explicitly betrays your trust (particularly when there was no real reason to do so), it is difficult to recover from that.
My trust was recently betrayed. And [...]
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What’s the point?
I woke up this Thanksgiving morning to a quiet apartment. Quiet neighborhood. Sleeping dog. It’s way too quiet. It’s not supposed to be this way.
I hate today. I can’t stop crying. I don’t want to be with anyone except my children…and my boyfriend…but that’s another story. I can’t be with him, either. He’s out of [...]
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Thanksgiving used to be a great time of year for me. Now that I am divorced, it’s not so great. As a matter of fact, it’s depressing. How can a holiday centered around the family be great when you have no family?
I mean, I have family. But it’s not the same anymore. There has been so much tension between [...]
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No Words Necessary…
The next President of the United States of America…in all his hotness…
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Where Do I Stand?
I am really having a hard time with the fact that I am always having to justify why I hold people accountable for the words they say to me. Yesterday, when the man I love said to ”let him be”, I didn’t know what he meant by that. So I asked and he said, “I don’t [...]
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Next steps
I’m going to take a break from my break from being an introvert.
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*Sigh*
Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
~Lamartine
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