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I have found myself disappointed in someone I love. Again, I am realizing it is because of my assumptions/expectations. Which brings me to #10 on the Billboard list: I know him.
For all intents and purposes, I probably know him better than anyone else on this planet. Why? Because I studied him. I asked questions. I [...]
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Expectation is defined as “a mental image of something expected, often compared to its reality.” Most of us live our lives based on them – expectations of ourselves…of our parents…of our significant others…of our friends. We expect that when we go to work, we will get paid. This is why if you have worked for [...]
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I just don’t know anymore.
Pain is something that I am used to feeling. So is hurt and disappointment. I’m so used to it that I half expect that all of my relationships will fail me at some point, but I keep giving anyway…you know…just being myself.
But one time I let my guard down…and I loved harder than ever. I [...]
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More often than not, I am finding myself more and more unfocused. My attention span is very short and I am no longer able to multi-task. Whatever it is that I am doing, I have to be focused on that one single thing in order to get it done. I am frustrated [...]
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[Insert dumb look]
My emotions are really being challenged in a humongous way today. Everything I know – my comfort level regarding a lot of things – is being tested. I am concerned.
I want something so bad right now and life is so crazy and jacked up and it refuses to cooperate with me! It’s causing me different [...]
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Well, between revealing my identity on my blog (for those who know me) and the events of the past weekend, I have really been emotionally challenged. I’m going to try not to make this a really long post, but…whatever…
So to reveal to people that know me that this blog belongs to me was very difficult. [...]
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How would you feel if someone apologized to you that way? Most of us would not take an apology like that seriously. And if you were really hurt by the person, you’d really be even more hurt that the apology you needed from them turned out to be laced with a guilt trip. What is [...]
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This is the first weekend that I have ever spent with absolutely no contact from my…my…um…hell…boyfriend…in over two years. It was very painful. I missed him soooo much. I cried just about every time I had a moment alone. I love this man and want to spend the rest of my life with him. So [...]
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Relief…for at least 10 seconds.
Well, thankuh Jesuh…my history class is over. I was having such a hard time with this class and I am so grateful that I submitted my last assignement last night at midnight. I get to breathe – but only for about ten seconds because my next class started today – Economics. It doesn’t look as [...]
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I’m so not focused
Today, I have spent my entire day at work on some real live bull – doing absolutely nothing. If Uncle Sam came over to my cube, he’d be absolutely disgusted. I’m very tired and I really need some SLEEP! Unfortunately, I don’t see it coming any time soon. I’m so busy. Probably over-extended. It’s likely [...]
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