Archive for the 'Do I sound confused?' Category

Pain is something that I am used to feeling.  So is hurt and disappointment.  I’m so used to it that I half expect that all of my relationships will fail me at some point, but I keep giving anyway…you know…just being myself.
But one time I let my guard down…and I loved harder than ever.  I [...]


My emotions are really being challenged in a humongous way today.  Everything I know – my comfort level regarding a lot of things – is being tested.  I am concerned.
 
I want something so bad right now and life is so crazy and jacked up and it refuses to cooperate with me!  It’s causing me different [...]


You ever feel like life is throwing you all over the place?  Like you’ve been walking around with a big red and white target on your back and you didn’t know it?  Like everything you thought you knew is no longer true?  Like the motivation and the things that kept you moving suddenly vanished with [...]


Well, between revealing my identity on my blog (for those who know me) and the events of the past weekend, I have really been emotionally challenged.  I’m going to try not to make this a really long post, but…whatever…
So to reveal to people that know me that this blog belongs to me was very difficult.  [...]


Say what?!?!

24May08

Not that I have people looking at my blog and that people actually care, but I have been pretty sick and had some other issues and did not make any posts.  So, for the 12 million visitors a day, I apologize for not posting.  ***blank stare***
So look…interesting thing…I’m lying in the bed last night because I’m [...]


So far

04May08

Dear Boyfriend:
Things are kind of weird.  While very much a relationship emotionally, in other ways, it’s very confusing for me.  Sometimes we seem so far apart.  And other times, the connection is just “there”.  When it’s “there”, I am very happy that we are together.  When it seems that we are in two different places, [...]